Bored

Music: Adema - Promises
Mood: Insane

Today was a boring day filled with me lying around on my ass and watching dvd's. I watched Fast Times At Ridgemount High, and an episode of Freaks and Geeks. Then I just lay around on the couch and listened to depressing music. My mom and Brother and baby sister Emily were all out so I had my music up really loud.

I don't work again till Saturday 11:00 Am till probably 11:00 PM... I got to find me another part time job and fast, or my pay cheque is going to be mighty small this summer. I worked on Sat, Sun, and Monday and then I haven't worked all week. This is just ridiculous. I can't believe I am actually pissed about not getting more time at work. In past years I was happy to get time off. I guess it's just the fact I am getting paid minimum wage and hardly working at all, when I need to get alot of money for University.

They need jobs for university students, it's really shitty to have to work for such low wages when you absolutely need tonnes of cash by the end of the summer. The economy is screwing us over and benefiting from it.

First post

Music: Waltons - Beats The Hell Out Of Me
Mood: Indiffrent

At the moment I am slightly bored. My brother is on the internet and frankly I could care less. Ok maybe I do care a little bit. But what can you do. So this is my first entry in this self made journal. I duno if I am going to keep up with this or not, but we will see. I really don't care if anyone sees this or not, because it's my thoughts and sometimes I find that my thoughts upset people for no freaken reason. people can be really stupid sometimes. But who am I to judge. I don't think of myself as any sort of elitest of any kind I'm a pretty normal 21 year old girl who looks and most of the time acts 15.

I am pretty stoned, yeah stupid thing to do, getting high. I put my back out last week, and I was given really strong pain killers that make me feel really good and out of it. My back is pretty much better now, but I have continued to take the pain killers. I like the way I feel when I'm on them. I'm happy, relaxed and I really don't care if people think that is bad to continue doing. I have never been good with reason, I always seem to take the high road "pun intended". You can sit there on your high horse and point fingers at people who get high/do drugs, you can insult them and judge till the cows come home. But frankly if you've never tried drugs before you have no right to be jugdeing and saying those things.Your opinion cannot be justified by a simple "they are bad for you and only stupid people do them" because it's not just stupid people who do drugs alot of smart people in the past have done drugs. I'm not trying to say that doing drugs is cool, because it's really not. BUt I am just sick of people who judge. Everyone has a diffrent reason why they tried or started using drugs and there is no wrong or right reason. I'm not saying they aren't dangerous, they are dangerous. I'm just saying, don't fucken judge me unless you've tried them yourself.