The Worst Dream ever!! O_________O

Music: Matthew Good - While We Were Hunting Rabbits
Mood: Scared for my life

Last night I had a dream. It was like no other dream I have ever had. It was freaken scary and horrible..... it... it wasn't a dream it was a total freaken nightmare. The mere thought of it now brings shivers to my spine. I literately woke up screaming I think I may have been crying in fear too, I am not 100% sure.

I was not myself but a monster, a scary scary monster. I was doing things I would never do in real life, I would cringe at the thought. If I had ever did any of the things I did in this nightmare I would burn my eyes out and chop off my limbs and live in a painful hell of my own. I would no longer think of myself as a person I would just have to commit suicide even.... Yes... now that I think about it if I ever became this monster I was in the nightmare I would downright kill myself, I would end the terror... the horror... OMG I can't even stand to keep this thought in my head it's burning my skull inside out.....
I was.....
I was a..... OMG I can't even bare to say it.... :(
I was a.......














I was a freaken.....
Blonde peppy preppy cheerleader who was named Homecoming Queen!!!!!!
Kill me now!!!

tired... lazy whatever

Music: Deep Purple - Hush
Mood: Mellow

Today was a nothing day... The people I had my interview with never called me yet to tell me if I did or didn't get the job. I hope I didn't get the job cause the job looks really shitty. There are other nicer places I would rather apply to.

I woke up around 1:00 and ate, got dressed. And then my mom, my sister Emily and I drove all the way to Charlottetown which is an hour away from where my cottage is to get Season 4 of Xena at Futureshop. When we got there they had 4 copies... ohh surprise surprise. I was pissed off but I didn't have the nerve to tell them off or actually complain about them lying so I shut my trap and bought the DVD box set. Afterwards we went to Superstore and I bought 2 things of Sushi mmmm it was sooo good. We drove home and I called work and asked them if they needed me cause I was on Rain shift that is basically if they think alot of people are going to come in then they will tell me to come in, if not I don't have to come in. I was quite happy for a day off and I ended up going there anyways to see a movie with my sister Katie. We saw The Chronicles of Riddick You can read my review of the movie on my movie review page HERE. Anyways then I came home and now I am here....

Futureshop can kiss my ass

Music: Sarah McLaughlan - Witness
Mood: futureshop can kiss my pissed off Ass, and I am high

Yeah today was a boring do nothing day. I slept all day then I went out with my mom and we went to Walmart so I could spend my first pay cheque which was a whopping 133 bucks... ohhh.... oh well better than nothing. Anyways I bought the new Matthew Good Cd and a Muse CD I think it's their latest one and best one. Then to my great surprise there was Xena Warrior Princess Season 4 and I had to have it.... but it was 71 bucks. And I knew Futureshop always has their DVD box sets cheaper so I called them up while i was in Walmart to check the price, the guy who answered said they had 4 copies and it was 62 bucks. So I decided to ask Walmart if they would match the price. (Because the nearest Futureshop is an hour away and i didn't have time to go there and back before work.) So they said they would but they had to call Futureshop first. So the lady called there and then came back and told me that the person she talked to told her they haven't had any in stock and they has no idea what the price was. Dumb Futureshop fucks, I bet any money when the lady from Walmart called she said she was from Walmart, and then the person who answered the phone lied so they wouldn't make a sale. I know for damn sure they had them in stock for 62 bucks. I am so pissed at stupid businesses and lier's arghh I wanted to break something. Now I have to drive a friggin hour away just to get it. And when I do I am going to tell Futureshop off for being big assed liars.

Anyways at work today I only worked 3 fucken hours, cause there were no customers and they sent me home. During the time I worked though there was a few accidents. One of my co-workers was carrying a glass bottle full of juice and she dropped it at my feet and glass and juice went all over me while I was taking someone's order (I work at a movie theatre) and yeah I almost slipped on it trying to get away from the glass... and then later on I did slip on it but I caught my balance and saved myself from a broken skull....

Anyways yeah my mom is pissing me off.....

I suck

Customers... are scary

Music: The Tea Party - Heaven Coming Down
Mood: Tired... really really tired...

Today I mostly hung with Cory. We went out and ate Chinese food with my mom and little sister Emily. Then we stopped by a used bookstore and I bought the book Heart Of Darkness By Joseph Conrad... cause that book friggin rules...
After Cory and I went to the beach then I had to go to work. My mom drove Cory home while I was at work. Yay the lovely Empire Theatres Studio 5...

I actually kinda like my job... well... not like but I can stand it. It's not so bad, just alot of heavy lifting, it's killing my back, and working around really hot things.
Anyways yeah I work on concession for now. I give people popcorn, pop, slushes and candy... I now hate popcorn and I stopped drinking pop years ago. I feel so fake at work... I have to ask for evey combo if they want their drinks up-sized, and I have to ask if they want Coke for their drink. I feel like a piece of advertisement for over priced large sugary pop and Coke. You gotta say "do you want coke to drink" first cause Coke sponsors the movie theatre. That is against everything I believe in, but I bite my tongue and ask them that same stupid question. You also have to say "Enjoy your Film" after you give the food away... well your suppose to but hardly anyone does. I only say it when I mean it. So every person that actually gets a "Enjoy your Film" out of me I'm actually not being fake, I hope they do. But it's jobs like that that make you start feeling like a robot on an assembly line.

- Get the order
- Punch it into the cash register
- Get the pop
- Press subtotal
- Get the popcorn and other things, give to the people
- Take the cash, give change
- Fill the pop up to the top give them the pop
- Next person....

It's the same, you get so into the swing of things it just files by.
Tonight I even got the pleasure of dealing with a angry customer.... well I didn't really deal.. but here is what happened... Concession closes half an hour after the last movie of the night starts, so we cash out and the manager takes all the cash and counts it and puts the bills in the safe and yada.. anyways we empty the popcorm machine, and turn off the pop machines and then take all the candy. Well some guy came out almost an hour after the last movie started and started to demand we give him food. We had to explain we were closed and we didn't have access to any cash registers anyways. He starts to tell us that it was totally ridiculous that we were closed and he couldn't believe it. He angerly stomped off and my co-worker and I looked at each other and shrugged and went back to cleaning. 5 seconds later he comes back and begins to lay it on really thick, he is almost screaming at us and telling us off with some key words. He was acting like a whiny baby if you ask me... he was all like "This is so stupid we pay to see a movie you could at least stay open. You stay open for people that see earlier shows" He then started to get really red and swear and he went on and on, and we just stared at him. He finally left after 2 minutes and I started to laugh. I mean fuck... I almost felt like saying "Look man, why don't you take the fucken board out of your ass and jump off of it into a shark infested lake." I also wanted to add "Why don't you just go enjoy your fucken over priced movie and realize that you just saved your money on over priced fattening crap"
But then I would have been fired... but I sooo wanted to say that...

Why do people have to be so cranky... maybe his movie wasn't very enjoyable.

I never knew it was possiable...

Music: Muse - Time is Running Out
Mood: Tired

Well, now I know... it is possible to see two movies in a row you'd actually rate as 0/10. Yesterday I cleaned my room at the cottage and most of the cottage. It was a mess.... and I just about put my friggin back out again. On top of that at the same time I was babysitting my baby sister Emily. I tricked her into helping me clean. I taught her to pick up garbage and put it in the garbage bag and she helped me make my bed. Muwahah she is a little slave in the making.... After I finished cleaning my mom picked my sister up at our grandparents and we drove to Charlottetown cause Katie has a night class at the university. (She had a drive home just not one there) Any ways then we picked Cory up cause he was staying the night at our cottage. We came back and watched some TV, then I decided I wanted to rent a movie but the video store was closed so my mom said I could get a movie from the pay-per-view section. (We have satellite at the cottage) Any ways I wanted to see Timeline so I got that movie.....

I don't know what to say... the movie sucked... it reeked... it was so very gay.... it's about this guy who is visiting his dad who is an archaeologist and his dad has to go for a few days to do something with this company. When they suddenly find documents that date back 600 years with the guys dad's hand writing on it saying "Help me" they go to where this weird company is to find out what is going on. It turns out the people at this company were trying to create a way to send 3 dimensional objects to different places by a machine like a fax... and they found a worm hole (gay... really gay) that went back 600 years. Any ways they started sending people back, and the guys dad accidentally got stuck back there so they send all the people back... any ways it's so fake looking that the medieval costumes look fake, it doesn't look like a dated world at all... the script sucked... the acting sucked... the movie sucked... I ate chips and got fat...

Afterwards we went into my room and watched a movie off my computer, I choose Pitch Black cause I kinda wanna see the Chronicles of Riddick so I wanted to see what the first movie was about. ..... I can't even tell you what this movie is about cause I have no friggin clue... all I can say is it sucked, sucked, sucked.... OMG it was bad. The director must have been on crack, he was using amateurish camera play at best... and at the beginning I think he was trying to recreate the Pokémon seizure epidemic... jeeze...

Work... Work... not enough work.....

Music: Pink Floyd - Another Brick in the wall Pt. II
Mood: Happy

Not much I've been up to, I've been working, and sleeping and watching movies. I work at the local movie theatre. Which is a pretty blah job, but I guess beggars can't be choosers. The pay is 6.50 an hour, and the hours suck aka I don't get enough, but I guess that is the wonderful world of part-time. Legally they can make me work like 3 hours a week if they really wanted.... At most I get 22 hours. I am on the prowl for a second part time job or at least a full time job on weekdays that is 9-5 so I can still work evenings at the movie theatre. I want to keep my movie theatre job so I can work at it during the school year and make some extra cash for my growing addictions...

I saw the movie The Stepford Wives with my mom. I liked it, but it wasn't a very good movie story wise. It had really good acting though and it did have it moments... funny moments especially Bette Midler's character who got the most laughs out of me.
"I Love You, But Please Die" and the name of her book near the end of the movie, the title escapes me but it was sooo something I would have written... O___O