Current Music: Evanescence - Everybody's Fool
Current Mood: Tired.. really tired
Yeah I took a short break from the net kinda. Well I came on to check my email and have the odd convo with someone, but other than that I stayed away from messageboards and my DJ and LJ and this.
I haven't really been that happy lately, kind of down, maybe even depressed. I always get kind of depressed in the summer because I never see any of my friends. And when I try and make plans with my highschool friends who I haven't seen in a long time they cancel or pretend they are too busy to do something. So I am pretty much on my own.
That is why I like work, I like all my co-workers and I actually get to socialize to a point. Even if I am still a bit shy around most of them.
My manager told me last night I was too serious.... HAHAHAHA if he only knew... oh man... I'd scare him into early retirement if he ever saw my real side. I'm the type of person who just for no reason will get up and run around acting like a retarded person flailing my arms and legs everywhere and running into walls. Or I will start laughing for no reason, and yeah.
An example once my friend Josh got on my shoulders and I ran around my dorm room chasing my friend Patricia and we had her up against the wall and I turned around and kept bashing Josh into her and I started screaming "Kill her baby!! Kill the baby!" that is kind of an inside story.. she's not really pregnant.
Anyways, I'm glad I can actually be serious I was getting kind of scared that I was never gonna be able to act serious.
This morning my Manager called and told me I was working today. I was so half asleep I went back to sleep thinking it was a dream. When I finally woke up I asked my mom about it and she told me "yes I in fact had to go to work tonight, it was not a dream"
Thank god.... I would be scared if I actually dreamed about my boss calling me.
