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Thursday, October 28, 2004

There once was a time I studied....

Current Music: Pink Floyd - Hey You

Ok so a week ago, not last week but the week before. I had this midterm, but then again I also had work (At the theatre... remember) and a 10 page essay to write. Plus I had a creative writing assignment that was a week over due, so I was pretty much calm with muscle spasms because my boy was realizing that I should not be calm. I managed to do some reading for my Political Philosophy midterm, but it was few and far between everything else. In other words i studied for about 5 minutes gave up fell asleep and always weighted my second option of suicide if this whole university thing didn't work out. Hey it's a good plan...

Anyways after sleeping through class for a week and a half I finally made it to class this morning, where I finally received the bad news... My midterm.

Yeah ok I will skip the fancy details but despite the fact I didn't study, I am stupid, I never make it to class more than once a week. Yes despite all that I found myself staring at a 74%... I am more scared than happy... How did that happen?

*Twilight Zone Music playing in the background*

Well time to sleep and rip the movie I rented cause I am never gonna watch it before I have to take it back.

*Sigh* Lets have another go eh

Currently Listening to: Midnight Oil - My Country

Yeah so I already friggin wrote a long nice huge ass entry, but it fucked up!!

So as I was saying, I have not written in this piece of crap in a while, but I assume if I write maybe people will read it so here goes. is hall start again.

I still work at the movie theatre, it's almost been 5 months which is the longest I have ever had a job in my life. It's the best job I have ever had though. I've done some pretty shitty jobs in my time like cleaning up condom/jizz infested beds when I was working as a maid in a hotel. I was only 16 so I was pretty much freaking out. I was such a prude and goodie two shoes back then. Anyways yeah, I have seen co-workers come and go while working at the theatre and i shed a tear for each... NOT

So Monday was a glorious day. I was finally diagnosed with ADHD. WOHOO, I now finally know that I actually have a mental disability and I am not stupid lazy and moronic! Go team! I get a free computer, how sweet is that.
So meh, it is late, I should go to bed now.